Finally I have a little break from school. I have a four day weekendd (: Memorial day is on monday I think but for some reason we have friday and monday off. I was going to work because I haven't worked in forever, but my grandpa just got really sick recently so my mom and I are taking a trip to see him. We're leaving tomorrow at like 9 and driving about 5 hours. But it should be fun, my mom and I usually have fun when it's just the two of us. But my boyfriend and my 2 month anniversary is tomorrow night, so I won't be here with him. He told me he had a good plan for sunday night but he has to blindfold me.. ? Ha I'm kind of scaredd. I feel like I'm fine with self control and not eating, and I could fast for a long time. I'm fine with not eating breakfast and not eating lunch or during the day, but when I get home and my mom makes dinner, I cave in. Or I see something good in my fridge and I'm not good at resisting. So then it turns into purging which is okay, but I'd rather not do. Ah this sucks, I need helpp with just not eating. The summer should be easier because I'll be out alot of the time and won't be home very much for meals. I'm hoping to lose like 7 pounds in the next week and I think I can do it if I just really try. I'm going to try and remember to weigh myself tomorrow or sometime this weekend so I can start counting. God my school is awful. Today during one of my classes we walked downtown to get ice-cream. "Oh, you're not getting any ice-cream? What?" Then in our "seminar" period we had a study hall, but people were making and selling strawberry sundaes. "You want some of mine? Are you sure? ?Mmmm it's so good. Lets get some, come on!"
Ew. Stop it. I'll take the strawberry sundae minus the icecream and whipped cream and chocolate sauce. Gimme 4 strawberries please (:
Ew. Stop it. I'll take the strawberry sundae minus the icecream and whipped cream and chocolate sauce. Gimme 4 strawberries please (:
Ah I'm nervous for this weekend because I'm going on a "road trip" with my mom and i'll be in the car all day with snacks and stuff. But I think I'll do really well being there all weekend and hopefully I will lose a few pounds by monday? I'll promise to weigh myself tomorrow and we'll see how I do. I'm thinking of going on a fruit diet next week. Mostly grapes because I've gotten into those latelyy and they're pretty healthy right? Alright well I don't know if I'll be able to blog any this weekend but I'll try my bestt. Goodnight!
for the road trip prepare loads of fruit snacks so it looks like your snacking constantly but without all the calories! grapes are amazing I could live on them alone but I get a bit obsessive and end up havin like 3 boxes so Im on a 2 day veg diet now to clear out my system!
ReplyDeletebecomin a vegetarian is a gud way to enjoy low fat meals with ur family! xx hope ur still able to have fun on ur road trip xx
Thank youu, I will. And yeah thats a good idea, I got some dried fruit and different things like that from the bulk section at my store. And it's not that hard because my mom likes eating healthy too and tries not to eat junk food or fatty things. So that helps (: Yay grapes!
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